Blessing no 1: God

Fourteen hundred years after the last prophethood, you see humans struggling to find an answer to life. heck, we all know that after 500 years, mankind needs a guide... that's the time difference between Jesus and Mohammad. Now imagine 1400 years without one...

Whatever difficulties we face, it's in god we should put our trust - kinda like the words you see on the American dollar.

My life isn't all buttercups and sunshine... but i put my trust in god, and hope things work out for the best. If they don't, and I'll bet they won't, then I hope god accepts me and gives me a good life in the hereafter.

I feel that, through all the bullshit that i had treated god with in the past, i still have his guidance... and for that i count God as blessing no. 1. Hands down. No questions about that.

I feel sad to see people whom, after all the guidance that god tries to give them, fail to see the one simple truth: that life will never treat us fair, and the only pursuit of happyness is the pursuit of god's love, not finding the perfect life; things such as the perfect husband, or wife, or the perfect neighborhood, or the perfect job, or the perfect amount of money. It's only with god's love will hearts find peace; even tho life is chaos.

I dunno. All lot of people can say this is a bunch of crap served by the church or synagogue or mosques. Maybe those who've lived in god's love can vouch for it. I did. Once. Before.

Now I want it back. And I'm working hard.